Resolve!

I got my attention to have two days where I was out of step. That just doesn't happen to me! Finally, Friday I figured it out. I was freaking out--quietly, mind you, but still freaking. I gotta get a job, get a job, get a job. Of course, that's not taking into account the side job writing I've been doing that, basically, pays more than I was making working part time in an office.

Still, once I finished clearing brush from the lot I had lots of time on my hands. So I started on a job search, but nothing fit. Then I had my two days of wrong turns and I realized my head was on wrong--fear is not an option! I just can't allow it to be a part of life!

So no steady job, no steady freak out--what now? I went to God hard...okay, Daddy, what now? The answer was immediate, simple and easily entreated.

Write!

So now I'm deeply excited to say I'm writing, at least four hours a day! Wahoo. I love it. I have two MSS that have been waiting to be revised, another underway, and another one cooking in the back of my head. Since I started back into writing on Tuesday, I've worked my way 2/3 of the way through one of my manuscripts--Pickle.

I've also re-upped my membership to SCBWI, a worldwide writier's group, and have jumped into the deep end.

I'm excited to see what this new adventure will bring.